Alrighty so here it is, Kuroshi made me want to cry, Its just, There are so many memories for me in it, and someone precious to me I met in it who me and them don't really talk much anymore, but I can understand that, I just miss them and being able to play Ciel whole heartedly, I can't say i really have much Vigor to play him anymore, I mean I love the character, but what's a Master without his loyal butler?

A sad montage as Lacrimosa haunts my deepest dreams and the Moonlight Sonata that rings in my ears and I lay down is almost unbearable, for the most all of the memories I'm recollecting were sweet and full of passion and they still hold that way for me, I cannot say that I could hate or not be fond of a single one of them in some way. They're all precious to me..

Enough with my sob fest I just thought I'd let you in on a little of my Happy Lament, Or maybe Sorrowful Ecstasy? Any definition will do.

-I still love all of my Friends~

-Maybe the final Post from Ciel You'll See in a While.(Maybe.)

The young lord frowned staring out of the window, his white roses withered with time..The garden long since kept, and the sound of a crow far off in the distance, the house is tattered and untidy Cobwebs and dust, but still the boy did not move from his seat, and there he would stay, until he finally found his reason for being in the first..The memories of Old that started his life off..And what Lies ahead has no matter to him until he crosses that bridge but he finds himself uttering one word to himself..One name.."Sebastian."

-Phantomhive.


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Time it tells living in my home town,
Wedding bells they begin easy
Live it down, baby don't talk that much,
Baby knows, but baby don't tease me.
In the park we could go walking,
Drown in the dark or we could go sailing
On the sea

Always here, always on time
Close call, was it love or was it just easy
Money talks when people need shoes and socks,
Steady boys, I'm thinking she needs me

I was just sipping on something sweet
I don't need political process

I got this feeling that they're gonna break down the door
I got this feeling they they're gonna come back for more
See I was thinking that I lost my mind
But it's been getting to me all this time
And it don't stop dragging me down

Silently reflection turns my world to stone
Patiently correction leaves us all alone
And sometimes I'm a travel man
But tonight this engine's failing

I still hear the children playing

Kick the can, kick the can, skip and blackjack
Steal a car and ring a round-rosey,
Rock and roll, candyland, boogeyman,
Run away and give me your sneakers

Acid rain, when Abel looked up at Cain
We began the weeping and wailing
A hurried high from pestilence, pills and pride,
It's a shame, we could of gone sailing
But heaven knows,
Heaven knows everything
Tranquilize

I got this feeling that they're gonna break down the door
I got this feeling they they're gonna come back for more
See I was thinking that I lost my mind
But it's been getting to me all this time
And it don't stop dragging me down

Silently reflection turns my world to stone
Patiently correction leaves us all alone
And sometimes I'm travel man
But tonight this engine's failing

I still hear the children playing
Dead beat dancers come to us and stay

Cause I don't care where you've been
And I don't care what you've seen
We're the ones who still believe
And we're looking for a page
In that lifeless book of hope
Where a dream might help you cope
With the Bushes and the bombs
a-re, Tranquilized.

Tranquilize The Killers